Dress up fun

I think it's fun to dress up a sissy sub in different outfits, wigs, lingerie and costumes. You will be my sub and wear what I tell you to wear. Just like a little Barbie sissy bitch dress up doll. 

Some fun things in my crossdressing room 

Now be a good lil sissy bitch and model these slutty pink panties I picked out for you. 

 

Candy caning your booty

Some festive things at the crossdressing room 

at My North Pole home...

I'm giving out candy canes tonight 

with red and white and stripes so bright 

The stars above are shining bright

and I'm ready to swing with all my might

I grab a cane and take a swing

Let's see what this holiday fling can bring!

She visits her prey at night

Sometimes I have strong vampiress desires late at night.

"Mmmm...Such an exposed vulnerable neck...

Mine for the taking, my prey."

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Also, I put together a sexy story. It's written from the male's perspective:

It was late. I was too tired for anything but a cold drink and my bed after coming home from a long workday. More than anything, I needed to sleep. I faced another long day tomorrow working on a project that would open a big opportunity for me should it succeed as planned. I turned off the light.

Glad to be out of my stuffy office, I thought some fresh air would do me good. I admired the moon, suspended in the clear night's sky as it cast long shadows through the open balcony doors of my bedroom. The sheer dark curtains on each side lifted towards me, almost caressing me as the welcome surge of fresh air cooled my warm skin.

Then I laid down on my bed with one side of my head against the pillow. I could hear the breeze rustling through the trees outside, and it almost masked an unfamiliar sound. I couldn't have been sure in my half-sleep, but I thought I heard the sound of flapping wings. Not the wings of a bird, but large wings that sounded like a beach umbrella being opened and closed repeatedly. I had thought I was starting to dream, but it seemed so real that I turned over to face the balcony. It was then that I caught a movement on the balcony.

Yes, I could see the shadow of a figure behind the curtain. The figure remained still for a moment. This didn't seem right. Then the figure behind the curtain emerged into the moonlight in full view.

Mostly I could only make out her silhouette. I say "her" because she definitely had the right curves, but there was something else that seemed out of place. She had what I could only guess were wings behind her silhouetted body. Only once before in my life had I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand straight up, yet this is what I was experiencing at this moment. My heart was racing. She moved into my room. I could see her face more clearly now and I heard her voice say, "Don't be afraid. I won't hurt you."

She was beautiful. She had dark shiny hair pulled back to a high ponytail. Her full lips were red, and her dark eyes had me transfixed. Her skin had a translucent glow. She was wearing a full black body suit with a deep neckline that showed off the perfect roundness of her breasts, and I could clearly make out the tips of wings now spanning from above her shoulders down to her ankles. If I was still dreaming, I didn't want to wake up.

I took in the unreal beauty that stood only a few feet away, and finally finding my voice, asked "Who are you, what...are you? What do you want?"

"I want you."

"Huh, what?"

"You heard me. Get up. Come closer. Don't be afraid."

This was a command, yet any possible harshness was softened by her sultry beauty. I wasn't afraid, but maybe I should have been. Her voice was caressing and soothing, arousing even. I found myself obeying as I rose from my bed and moved toward her. I stopped a few feet in front of her so that I could still keep her in full view, incredulous at the beautiful fantasy I now faced.

"Closer," she said.

As I complied with her directive, I could feel the unmistakable feeling of arousal. My naked body stood just a foot away from her now (I sleep in the nude). I looked into her eyes. Though dark, I could make out a hint of amber glow adding to the otherworldliness of her beauty. I looked down and confirmed that my very stiff erection was partially bridging the gap between us, as if reaching out to her of its own accord. She followed my gaze down and smiled her approval before she lifted her head back up to look into my eyes again.

She smiled and said, "Well then, I guess you really are happy to see me after all."

The smile I started quickly stopped when I saw her fangs as she chuckled.

She lifted her hand and caressed the right side of my face then, as she said, "Mmm...you're going to be perfect for my needs."

And then she kissed me gently while placing her other hand on the left side of my face. I could feel that her fingernails were pointy and sharp, but all thoughts about this vanished when she pulled us together, trapping my cock between us. Then her kiss deepened, her tongue exploring my mouth. I was so turned on. Her lips were like cold fire, yet I kissed her back, probing her mouth with my tongue, heedless of any fear of impaling it on those very sharp fangs behind her luscious lips.

"I think you're warming up to me now, baby. Go ahead, look deep into my eyes." I realize now I was being mesmerized. She spoke again, interrupting this thought.

"I'm going to make you Mine and I will sink my fangs into your neck. Then I will take some of your blood. I know you won't mind, will you?"

"I think that will be nice," I said, surely out of my mind. Why would I say such a thing? I had to be under her power I think because otherwise I would have tried to get away. But it had to be something more than how much she turned me on.

With a whoosh she opened her magnificent wings, knocking some things in the room to the floor. This was surreal. But I was going along with whatever was happening. I think I stopped breathing for a moment when she licked her lips and then wrapped her wings around me in a close embrace. She felt so amazing against my chest as her breasts pressed into me. Her body felt cool but not cold as I might have expected. As her wings enveloped me in their gentle caress, it felt like I was being wrapped in a soft silky blanket. I was her captured prey, and I loved it. The idea of escape was the furthest thing from my mind.

Almost at a loss for words, all I could say was, "No, I don't mind," breathlessly as we kissed. She wasn't moving and I felt ready to explode. She sensed this and grabbed my face and commanded, "Look at me," and I did. My imminent climax subsided, but my cock was still hard. I looked at her parted lips and the sharp tips of her fangs peeking from below her upper lip. It was strangely arousing and I was completely under her spell.

Noticing me studying her sharp cuspids, she said, "My fangs come out when I'm either hungry or horny."

"Do you like them?" she asked.

"Very attractive, sexy even," I answered. "Which are you now? Horny or hungry?" I asked playfully.

She chuckled and kissed me deeply again. When her kisses migrated down to my neck, I stiffened for a moment, expecting her to bite. But instead, I felt the cool wetness of her tongue that sent flames of desire throughout my body. I relaxed and enjoyed it as her lips gently sucked and kissed up and down my neck. It felt fantastic, but even better when she playfully grazed the tips of her fangs on my skin sending shivers up my back. 

Then it happened. I felt her sharp fangs pierce the delicate flesh of my neck. I moaned out in ecstasy as if this is what I've been waiting for all along. I was meant to be Hers. I would do anything for her. "Yes, you will.", she said as she read my mind. "I won't drink you dry. I will let you live. But you will be my consort, my slave, my prey, eternally devoted to Me. Always drawn to Me. Your purpose in life is to serve Me and my desires forever."

I felt a strong connection now with this woman I had never felt before with anyone. I think I was having an out of body experience. The feeling was indescribable. I was becoming part of Her. 

She took her time now. She moaned softly while she continued to drink from my neck to get what she craved. I fully realized now that being fed on by a vampire was a very erotic experience. I would learn later there were pheromones injected by a vampire's fangs that created a calming feeling of intimacy and arousal. I felt we were floating through space with me still held to her all the while. Predator and prey together. I started to fade. Then I slipped into unconsciousness.

When I awoke, I was laying on satin sheets and shackled to a bed in her home. Then I heard her commanding voice say from afar, "Welcome to your new life. Get on your knees!" The shackles automatically opened and I sunk to my knees on the floor waiting at the bottom of her nearby throne. 

"You're now at the place that you were destined to be all along", I heard her say. I knew deep down she was right. I felt at peace kneeling submissively there knowing I finally had a worthwhile Queen to serve and a good purpose in life.

I then heard her heels approach. She pointed to her shoes and said "Kiss!" I naturally obeyed her and planted kisses to her heels and feet. 

"Come with me, my pet. You must be thirsty. I will give you nourishment." I followed her to the bathroom where she then immediately lifted one of her sharp heels to my shoulder to keep me in place. "Drink from me. I'm marking you as mine and my divine golden nectar will become part of you. You will always crave it and you will always be mine."

"Drink up!" she commanded me.

It was delicious and I knew I was Hers willing to do anything for Her. Devoted to Her.

~The End.~

Gifts and Femdom Day

Thank you to those subs who sent me gifts for my birthday, 4th of July, and international Femdom Day. 

July 24 is International Femdom Day. (Femdom: Women controlling males including you, sissy.)

Sissy panties I received 

from My Amazon wishlist.

4th of July crossdressing

Happy 4th of July!

Here's some fun red, white and blue stuff from my crossdressing room. 

Happy independence day, slaves. Lol. 

Halloween is here

Happy Halloween from Florida, everyone.

Tropical spookiness

Some positivity for the day...

And some more fun costumes I put together for my crossdressing closet:

My little pony with pink or turquoise hair, the Cheshire cat from Alice in Wonderland, and a caught Leopard gurl in bondage.

Related link: The previous two costumes I shared. 

What would you want to be?

October is here

Happy October! October is here, bringing autumn's charm and Halloween excitement in the air. Get ready for costume fun!

Halloween is my favorite holiday due to the decorations, candy, costumes, wigs and spooky events.

Here's 2 new Halloween costume outfits I put together for my crossdressing room (Harley Quinn and Minnie Mouse), and I am working on finishing up another costume. Can you guess what the next costume is?

And Happy Locktober to everyone.

Lock it up, sissies! 

You know you should be locked. 

Beyond Leather's goodies

Here are the things I got at the Beyond Leather bdsm conference that was May 18-21, 2023 in West Palm Beach, Florida. 

The kinky build-a-bear vendor had many animals and I built a unicorn for myself. They also had little accessories for the animals such as cuffs, collars, strapons, paddles and shirts. I got a little wooden paddle. I'm sure it may come in handy. I also got blacklight candles for wax play. And a wire paddle for my sadistic side. And I got lots of free stickers during the workshop on puppy play. (The heart pillow I already had in my crossdressing room.)

I had a good time at Beyond Leather seeing vendors, many learning workshops, nighttime kinky theater performances, meeting people, having a private get-together with some dommes, exploring and trying new local restaurants. I am already signed up for next year.

Discipline in a Femdom office

Welcome to FemCore, the first Femdom office. Be sure to read our staff notices and motivational quotes posted throughout our building.

"In the office, discipline is not a punishment; 

it's a pathway to excellence."

"Discipline is the compass that keeps you on track towards your goals amidst distractions and challenges."

(Some of my many implements.)

During our office orientation interviews on your first day, we'll introduce you to some of our motivational materials for newbies. 

We believe your potential is endless with the 

right guidance, focus and motivation.

And don't you want to be your best?

"Embrace embarrassment as a sign that you are stepping out of your comfort zone and growing as a person."

"Embarrassment is a temporary feeling, but the regret of not trying lasts much longer."

"Remember that even the most successful individuals have experienced moments of embarrassment. It's a natural part of the journey."

"Don't be afraid to make mistakes, for they often lead to the most valuable lessons."

"Every mistake is an opportunity to learn, to grow, and to become better than you were before."

"Discipline is the ability to do what needs to be done, even when you don't want to do it."

"Correction is a stepping stone towards growth and improvement."

Game ideas for my carnival

I'm full of ideas. One is to have my own kinky carnival in my home one day. So I'm documenting some ideas for it. 

I came across this below image that looked fun for a game...

I already own the below prize carnival wheel with 8 spots too:

Spin the wheel and meet your fate!

And now onto the next game...

Target practice for me

And then advanced target practice

And another game idea...

A fun ring toss game where ladies have a contest to see how many rings they can throw on it while a male crawls with that butt plug in. It's a travelling ring toss.

Or a dildo ring toss...

You could be a unicorn. I can imagine male subs and sissies serving food and drinks while also being unicorns.

Or serving tacos.

Happy Taco Tuesday.....for your butt! Lol.

Taco holder butt plug. 

Because all carnivals have to have snacks.

Lol.

And body art areas such as...

I have glow-in-the-day wax play colors

And I have glow-in-the-dark body paints and crayons...

I can turn you into whatever I want.

You're now a zebra. You're welcome.

Gifts received

Thank you to the secret admirer who sent me the Fetish boots that I had listed on my Amazon wishlist. I like them alot. They look great and are surprisingly comfortable. 

And thank you to the foreign admirer who made my name out of watermelon hearts. It's a very nice and thoughtful gesture. :)

Happy Halloween

I hope you all have a happy Halloween!

Enjoy some "spider infested swamp soup" I made...

I made it by blending spinach, banana, mango and strawberries. My photo from Oct. 2019. One day I want to have a fun sit down spooky dinner for kinky friends.

Enjoy your Halloween whether you're dressed up as a male or female or both.

And thank you to the sub admirer who sent me the Halloween pillows and coasters that were on my Amazon wishlist.

Halloween parfaits

There's just 23 days until Halloween 🎃, my favorite holiday. 

Here's a photo of my candy corn inspired fruit parfaits that I made:

It's mango, cantaloupe, banana and topped with coconut flakes. Fruity, Halloweeny and delicious!

And the kinky Halloween party I was supposed to go to this weekend was cancelled due to the recent hurricane, but I have at least one other party I hope to go to later in the month.

Happy chemicals to feel good

I came across this graphic yesterday. It shows some ways to get happy chemicals flowing through your body...

Also, if you're a masochist, you can also get some happy chemicals from receiving good pain. (The implements and intensity to cause pleasurable pain vary according to each person.)

Your sissy ass needs redness.

Some of my implements. I have more now.

Behavior Review Chart to keep a male in line

Back when I led a Femdomme/male sub munch from 2002-2010, during some meetings I would give out some binders I made. It had a weekly behavior review chart in it that I originally got from a WHAP! magazine issue and I made copies in it so that there's one chart for every week in a year. The ladies in femdom couples that I gave it out to loved it. Below is a photo that I took of it. 

I'll use a weekly behavior review chart when I have a live-in male submissive partner. It'll help me keep track of him and help motivate him to be on his best behavior.

New shoes arrived

Thank you to my admirer who sent me a gift of some shoes that were on my Amazon wishlist. They're lovely. I always appreciate gifts. It's the thought that counts.

Quizzes about me

Here's some quiz results from some quizzes that I took a few months ago...

Quiz #1: https://sexvalues.github.io/

A quiz about sexuality. Here are my results...

Personally I think that the first one on attraction proves I'm mostly into crossdressers because I like masculinity and femininity. The feminity questions mentioned liking softness and feminine clothing. 

Quiz #2: https://5lovelanguages.com/quizzes/love-language

A quiz on how a person feels loved the most. 

My results...

My top love language is "receiving gifts". I like the time it takes and thoughtfulness. I'm not materialistic at all. And it does not have to be something that's bought or expensive. Something handwritten, creative or homemade is wonderful. (Handwritten notes, letters, stories, poems, cards, art, giving me something personal that recognizes my preferences, etc.) I like thoughtfulness and the effort it takes.

My second love language is a tie between "words of affirmation" and "quality time".

(I enjoy all five love languages. But I did notice that "quality time" got more important to me since the last time I took the quiz years ago.)

Quiz #3: VIA institute on character. Find out your top strengths out of 24 character traits. https://www.viacharacter.org/

Here's the top 5 traits for me: Honesty, love of learning, perspective, humor and creativity.

Honesty is very important to me, and I do have a love of learning because I'm always learning something. 

Discover your character strengths by taking the quiz HERE.