Introvert versus Extrovert

I enjoyed my time in Disney World's Halloween party at the Magic Kingdom yesterday. (I loved the shows, trick or treating, decorations, etc.) But during the instances I was around alot of people all at once it made me feel overwhelmed and a bit uncomfortable at times. I did my best to lessen crowds for me though such as when everyone was watching the parade, I got treats and got photos taken when there was noone around except a staff member or two and no lines. But I am still feeling a bit overwhelmed from the party. Why? I'm actually an introvert. I can handle events with crowds on occasion but I definitely need time to recover.

I haven't been to the Magic Kingdom in a very long time because I do not like being near crowds often which usually happens there because of their much narrower pathways and popularity of that specific park.

Introvert versus extrovert...What's the difference? Introverts are not shy. They just have different needs than extroverts.

"You may be an introvert if:

• -You enjoy spending time alone
• -You prefer quality time with one or two people over spending time with bigger groups of friends
• -You need alone time to rest and recharge after a busy workday or period of activity
• -You can get lost in your thoughts easily and need time to process and think through most things

You may be an extrovert if:

• -You prefer spending your time around other people and dislike being alone
• -You like crowds, parties and other gatherings with lots of new people
• -You need quality time with others to help you recharge
• -You're outgoing, talkative and like being the center of attention

Typically introverts tend to enjoy more time to themselves, are very aware of their internal thoughts and recharge more in solitude. Extroverts can be just the opposite. Extroverts are often more outspoken, outgoing and absolutely love being around other people. That's what really fills them up."

Source: read full CNet article.

There can also be a spectrum where some people are a mixture of both. But I'm definitely introverted. Now after the big party, I just want to relax at home and recharge myself. Reading, painting, being creative in various ways, texting, writing, learning and meditation are some things I especially enjoy when I'm trying to recharge. 

Disney Halloween costume party

I'm heading to Disney world's Not so scary Halloween (costume) party tomorrow night (Aug. 30) at the Magic Kingdom. I do love Halloween and dressing up in costumes. I also like to see others dressed up. My plan was originally to get some crossdressers to go with me and dress them up in girly costumes like princesses, fairies or other feminine costumes. I found some sissies that wanted to go but tickets were sold out. Oh well maybe some other time. Now I just need to pick my costume. 

In a glass case in Epcot, I saw this official costume from the "Maleficent: Mistress of Evil" film which was worn by Angelina Jolie that I liked. I especially liked the long staff. Someone get it for me. Lol.

Maleficent: Mistress of Evil.

What would you have fun dressing up as? There's many options.

Are you brave enough to be in a girly costume for a Halloween party? (I'm also thinking about having a kinky Halloween party at home and also going to someone else's kinky Halloween party.)

Control in life and bdsm

A good image I like. 

As for consensual BDSM, submission involves choosing to be submissive and relinquish control to the Woman. Sure, it could be fun and sexy to do a temporary fantasy scene involving forcefully overtaking the sub and forcing him to submit no matter what. But long good relationships involving bdsm require a submissive who wants to submit, help and please, and it helps fulfill a part of himself to be submissive and want to please.

(My lovely feet to honor. I bet you're wanting to submissively kneel before me and kiss them. Do it softly.)

Chastity is for you

Chastity photos I came across...

So smooth, so pink, so sissy. Now you just need to wear some pink panties for me.

Interesting and more extreme.

I love having a sissymaid and control. Plus I could use some help in the house. And menial chores are better off done by sissymaids.

"So lovely. Just lay back, relax, and enjoy feeling girly and sexy, and also excited knowing I'm coming back to fill you deep with my strapon fem cock. You want to be my good little pleasure slut, don't you? You're going to provide me much pleasure."

No talking back

Ego problems? Mouthing off?

Something to shut you up. 

Kneel and practice sucking instead of talking back when you're supposed to be cleaning.

Playfulness

I saw these wonderful signs at a new store.

Yes, I want to play all day (bdsm or vanilla play), have fun and go to new places. (Travel the U.S and countries, go to bdsm events, amusement parks, water parks, restaurants, and more.)

Amusement parks I want to go:

- Busch Gardens (Tampa, FL,)

- California Adventure (CA)

- Disneyland

- Disney Sea (Tokyo, Japan)

- Dollywood (Pigeon Forge, TN)

- Enchanted Forest (a small fairytale storybook park that a guy started by handbuilding it himself. Salem, OR)

- Hersheypark (PA)

- Knoebels (PA)

- Knott's Berry Farm (CA)

- Toyko Disneyland (Japan)

- Universal Studios Hollywood (CA)

Waterparks:

- Aquatica (Orlando, FL)

- Volcano Bay (Orlando, FL)

More places:

-Chicago, London, Berlin, Italy, Greece, Barcelona, New Zealand, Oahu, Kawaii, Moorea, Texas, San Francisco, U.S. Virgin Islands, etc.

Other:

Kinky Halloween events, Femdom ball, Bdsm conferences around the U.S., and Club Pedestal in London, and kinky bed and breakfast places, etc.

Crossdressing

You love dressing up for me in what I want you to wear. You love modelling for me and being my sexy sissy sub.

My updated Bdsm test results and intensity

I took the bdsm test again this past weekend. Here's my updated results...

My results page has explanations of terms: https://bdsmtest.org/r/CxSRjMy7

I can be intense at times depending on who I'm with, my mood and the circumstances. Dominant owner, sadist, primal hunter, Mistress who wants to claim, dress you, restrain you, pain you, train you, and keep and care for and eventually love.

"Kiss my pretty foot, my little captured pet."

And now suck my fem cock...

"Show me you understand your place in my world. Suck my fem cock like my little bitch."

An ownership mark will be placed on you.

Drinking my golden nectar is considered by me to be another ownership mark. You're mine to use how I wish. You'll learn to love it all.

WHAP!

Most males could use regular discipline and punishment to help them behave better.

"Get over my lap now, sissy!"

"You know you need it!"

(This reminds me of the Femdom tea parties I used to have where we spanked male subs for their mistakes at the end of the parties.)

WHAP! magazine issues 1-15 (Women wHo Administer Punishment. Now out of print but I have several issues.)

Note: "Punishment" is different than "funishment". True punishment should not be something that the male likes. It depends on their person. For example: making a masochist suck on soap or write lines is better than spanking him for punishment because he likes spankings. Whereas "funishment" is usually impact play done for non-punishment reasons such as fun, authority or pleasure.

New shoes arrived

Thank you to my admirer who sent me a gift of some shoes that were on my Amazon wishlist. They're lovely. I always appreciate gifts. It's the thought that counts.

Free beauty treatments

I'm offering free beauty treatments for some select males. Lol.

A San Francisco salon is offering face slapping as a beauty treatment:

https://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/face-slapping-thai-beauty-treatment-fix-wrinkles-article-1.1191100

Sissy wives making dinner

 Some images I like...

"Yes, Ma'am, dinner will be ready soon."

That outfit also reminds me of a red and white polka dotted apron I have...

(I got this apron at Disney world for a sissy sub to wear. I think it would be good with just a bra and panties under it.)

The art of feminization

Something I enjoyed reading... 

"The art of feminization is a slow, gentle and seductive road leading us to the inner girl found inside all of us and the bliss that may be found there. Where the male, from any background is dressed in female attire, ranging from just wearing female undergarments to start with, showing them how nice it can be to feel soft pretty and girl like, to being fully dressed in very feminine attire, including make-up, hairdress and nail polish. Preparation is very important and the subject should be involved and included in the process. The picking and handling of his new undergarments and the laying out of them, a bath and his washing, the applying of oils and perfumes, all need to be planned and prepared before he is to be dressed properly for the first time. Most boys take on tasks, behaviours and roles that are overtly feminine, and adopt female mannerisms and postures in tasks such as sitting, walking, and acting in a feminine manner.

Costumes are sometimes domestic, but always silky, very feminine and a little seductive. The clothes may be from those of a traditional submissive female role, such as schoolgirl, a "sissy" maid, or a princess.
Feminization will also involve the conversion of a masculine name into a feminine name such as "Stephen" into "Stephanie", "Joseph" into "Josephine", or "Daniel" into "Danielle", as part of a constructed feminine persona.

The now gentle, dainty and submissive male may also be given feminine name that is different from his boy name, and referred to as "a good girl", "pretty little thing" and so on.

I have found in my time all have succumbed to its erotic wonder and most powerful state of bliss, for who can deny that the female is the loveliest thing of all things."

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I love seeing and feeling something silky, satiny, lacey, or pink on a sissy sub. You'll love it on you too. You'll be my pretty gurl.

I have a fantasy of a sissy sub bathing or taking a shower with feminine scented bath products, then dressing up in a pink nightie for bedtime and then taking the sissy to bed and making love to her as she takes my fem cock deep inside her "pussy" over and over as we both moan out in pleasurable ecstasy as we both enjoy each other.

BDSM Bingo

I went to BDSM Bingo Night at a local munch last night and it was fun. I met some new and old friends.

All bingo cards had different words on them. And it was fun to hear the munch leader explain to new people what some bdsm terms meant. 

And I won at bingo! I got a prize of my choosing. I chose a bag of white sharp pointy discs. I'm making sadistic paddles and have more plans for them. 😈

I'm turning 2 wooden paddles that a submissive friend made for me into something a bit more sadistic.

Are you brave enough to try one out?

Girliness

Embrace your girly self. 

Panties, lingerie, stockings, makeup, shoes, wigs, clothes, boots, lotions, nighties and more are all wonderful to wear and can help you feel good and girly. Embrace your feminine side. I know it delights me to see you embrace it.

FetishCon 2022

I went to FetishCon 2022 in St. Petersburg, Florida. It was their 20th anniversary. I went this past Saturday and enjoyed it. 

There were alot of interesting vendors. For example, there was a kinky build-a-bear vendor. They had lots of different stuffed animals. And you could buy accessories such as cuffs or a strapon harness for them. See...even the animals are kinky at FetishCon. :)

Another vendor was a sling swing. It was good to watch a guy try it out and twirl around.

Some vendors were giving out free stuff. For example, I got a free wooden paddle.

And it was fun to people watch. Some had unusual costumes or fetish clothes. It was also good to see some crossdressers there. I saw a huge pink fuzzy bunny with two playful tiger kittens, and demons, glitter kittens, an Elvis looking guy in pink latex, and more. I enjoyed it.

And I went to some good classes including one by a friend who gave me a big hug and I saw the Superheroine Showdown on stage...

It was fun to watch the SuperHeroines tackle each other, wrestle to the ground and tie each other up. And afterwards, I enjoyed talking with She Hulk. :) 

I also saw they had a small dungeon at the event that I looked through.

It was a good time and I think it was my 3rd time going. But I still like the BeyondLeather conference more.

Quotes I like

 Some good quotes/text...

"Ask not what your Goddess can do for you, ask yourself what you can do for your Goddess." 

-me

"Do not compare yourself to others. Everyone is unique and has value. Only compare yourself to who you were in the past. Commit yourself to your self improvement (growing) and choosing to think better thoughts."

-me

Mistress and her sissymaid

 Owned sissymaids...

Be useful and serve.